I kept asking myself what is the thing that is withholding me.
I asked.. and i found myself saying "privacy and freedom".
I began to ask myself again, "is it really that important?"
I almost burst into tears..
I guess it is.
I begin to dread chinese new year.
Can see the common factor in each sentence?
(Its the big "I")
Am i too selfish? All i think is myself. But is it wrong to love yourself? Or am i overboard? With the thoughts of how life would be... i simply hate it. Perhaps i think too much. Things might not be so bad as i thought. Yea, it will not. But i am not willing to let go of my privacy just as yet... not now, nor will be. Perhaps, i just got to look at it with another perspective and learn to be happy, and live through it. But i know it will take alot, alot, alot, alot of time and effort to convince myself.
Its just THE choice i have to accept, and make another choice to be happy.
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除了逃避，还是逃避
There are things that he will never understand.
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