- cooling night-
"you will have anything you need if you just believe... "
"the bell rings for all who believes.. "
- The Polar Express
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still looking for a 'perfect' shoes..
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-quiet-
This happened before we were together.
He was referring some of his friends to me as i just started out my business.
I cant remember the exact date, but we met at City Hall one Saturday morning..
That day was our zone combined cell group meeting. I was leading praise, so wanted to wear a pair of flat shoes. When i open my shoe cabinet, i saw the pair of black shoes my mum bought for me years ago. I havent wore that shoes for a long time. I think i only wore it twice to be exact. So i put on the shoes and off i go, to meet David and his friend.
Everything was going on very well. After the presentation, his friend rushed off to another place. David and i decided to go to Funan Center to browse through the shops as i still have much time left before the meeting starts. As we walked towards the building, i felt something dangling on the right side of my shoes. As i looked down, lo and behold! The sole of the shoe was half way dropping out! Why? Why does such thing happe...
-Rain over-
Today i went to NUS to attend a short talk about the existence of God with Simon.
The title of the talk was [Existence of God through Science] something like that. ..
In the first place, i thought its going to be an interesting 2-hrs talk session, supported with lots of visual aid, by a professor in the university, expecting it to end with arguments thrown around the floor. (exiciting huuh) But it turned out to be a small group sharing seminar presented by a devoted Christian who is working in NUH, and was a medical science student, i suspose. Well, whoever the speaker is, i wasnt disappointed at all. I was more interested in the QnA session at the end of the seminar. It was a good sharing, i would say, though i was a bit lost in the beginning when the speaker gave alot of meaty information which was quite difficult to digest (especially without any visual aid). She talked about evolution, fossils and gave a lot of huge figures.. i was there, trying to figure out h...
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before i go.. i just felt like worshipping God a little while..
Into Your hand
I commit again
With all I am, for You Lord
You hold my world
In the plam of Your hand
And I am Yours, Forever...
Jesus, I believe in You
Jesus, I belong to You
You're the reason that i live
The reason that i sing
With all I am
I'll walk withYou
Wherever You go
Through tears and joy
I'll trust inYou
And i will live in all of your ways
And Your promises, Forever..
I will worship,
I will worship You...
Snow flaks
Lord, You are the fragments of my soul, the Spirit of my breath, and the fabrics of my heart. who compares to You? Who set the stars in their place? "Thus the heavens and the earth, and all the host of them, were finished. And on the seventh day God ended His work which He had done, and he rested on the seventh day from all his work which He had done." Genesis 2:1-2
And yes, God had made sure that the tin...
-cooling night-
Im back to blog.. (by popular demand) lol
Ok.. first of all, a bonkers thing i just did a few minutes ago..
I just had my medicine.. then i was trying to tighten the cap back to the medicine bottle..
I think i screwed for about half a minute, with my eyes fixed on the monitor screen, and was wondering how come i couldnt tighten the cap to its bottle? Then i realised that i was using the mineral water bottle cap (which is bigger) to tighten my medicine bottle.
Lesson learnt:
1) Dont give a person what he/she cannot handle. The person would either be over-dressed or under-dressed with stress. Both, cannot maximized to its full potential. >> The mineral bottle cannot fit with the medicine bottle cap. The contents leaks... vv (vice versa)
2) Manage your expectation! Dont try to fit your expectations on others. You will hurt others as well as yourself. >> you can never expect the mineral bottle cap to fit into the medicine bottle.. vv
3) Cap...
This post is dated at 23rd June 2004. It was the missing page from this blog.
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I had a dream.
I was changing in my room and suddenly I realised that i did not close my windows. (So i was exposed!) I quickly went over and see if anyone was in sight.. I saw my neighbour (Someone whom i did not seen before in my life) was in his house looking straight in my room. He was also looking around as if like looking for something. He began to walk out of his house and come towards me. I got petrified! I tried to close the window silently so that he would not notice me, but he came to fast. I couldnt shut the window on time, so i hid beside the window. I thought he is here to peep at me, but he's not. He actually came and close my windows for me and protected me.
The dream ends.
My Interpretation:
The neighbour is God. I felt this was a modern day 'Garden of Eden' dream. I was a sinner, i was naked and was exposed to be devoured. But Jesus came and covers me. He ...
-Cool weather-
I was lagging in my blog.. actually was very lazy to blog, but my friend, Jasmine encouraged me.. so here i am... this blog is for her. =)
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I was practicing flute this afternoon.
As i was taking a short break, i began to stare at my flute.. (not mine actually, its Waifong's) it occured to me that the flute is just an instrument. An instrument is just a 'dead' instrument unless you blow it, then you will be maximising its greatest potential of releasing its beautiful sound within. And ultimately, the melody is determined by the player. I began to think about God. I am just an instrument. If God never breathe His breath of life in me, i am just a 'dead' instrument.. how beautiful my melody of life is, depends on how i play it..
You only live once. Play it well.
Just do it.
-晴朗-
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看过有星星的贝壳吗？
贝壳一定是疲倦了天涯的远航，
才搁浅在海角的沙洲。
偶然间，被沙滩人拾回来了。
沙滩人把贝壳拾回来后，
按着贝壳的大小，细心地把他们收藏在美丽的盒子里，
依依代表了对星星的思念。
贝壳上的星星，是一颗真诚的心。。
究竞是哪只浪花的巧手，
蓝波蓝涛中，雕你成动人的图案，
柔蓝细沙中，将你无中生有，
把星星雕刻在你白白的掌心?
也许是夜里，天上星星悄悄地把自己的倒影印在贝心上。。
就这样，星心离不开贝壳的掌心。。
就只好等待。。等待着沙滩人的到来，带他回家。
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雕我心，赐我灵
创万物，造天际
唯有祢，耶和华
Playlist: Linda Ronstadt & James Ingram [Somewhere out there]
-雨天-
莉萨问可可是否坠入了爱河。。
可可想。。。大概是吧。。
希望每天能看见那个人，
有好多东西想跟那个人一起做，
希望能与那个人有个未来。。
算吗？
选择多，是好，是坏？
可可就是希望她只有一个选择。
好的，一个就够了，不是吗？
选择太多，会令人混乱，
到最后不能做决定，不是更烦吗？
就好像每当可可不知要吃什么时，都会选择鱼圆面。
不是没有别的选择呀，就是因为鱼圆面好吃。
就好像上帝，也只给人类一个选择。
要得永生，就得信靠耶稣，
因为他是道路，真理，生命；诺不借着他，没有人能到父那里去[约翰14：6]
我们也别无选择呀。。
可可知道莉萨爱自己，
要可可得到最好的。。
当事者迷，旁观者清。。
可可还是听话了。
+故事如有雷同，纯属巧合+
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God, dont make it too complicated for me..
-晴天-
可可又流泪了。
又是谁弄哭了可可？(真可恶。。)
可可的好友- 莉萨。
好久好久，没被一个人感动得掉泪了。
可可不知道自己的身份会那么容易就被拆穿。。
但可可还是会把故事写完。
有如莉萨所说的，可可的故事不是个悲剧，而是个美丽结局的开始。
因为可可跟幸福已有了个约定。
老天爷一开始都没有亏待可可。
因为他给了她一个最珍贵的东西 - 她和莉萨的友情。
可可感谢有莉萨。
她也只有莉萨这个可以依靠的女朋友。
可可有时觉得自己太依赖莉萨了。。
觉得欠她好多，好多。。
所以每次都想对她好。
但每次对她的好，都比不过莉萨对她的更好。
她知道莉萨并不会计较这些。。
所以她会一直陪着莉萨完成这故事。
+故事如有雷同，纯属巧合+
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要知道可可的结局，就要守着可可的故事。
-Quiet night-
Lord I come into Your presence
Here I stand in awesome reverence
Falling before the wonder of Your name
Humbly now, Lord i surrender
This offering to You forever
Take all I am and use me Lord I pray
Make me what You want me to be
Teach me Your ways
I lay down my life for You
Throw down my crowns before You
Given my all for Your name
My Savior how I adore You
Healer my heart longs for You
Jesus You're worthy to be praise
Jesus You are Lord forever
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.::WoRsHiPpeR::.
-夜晚-
音乐盒。
我喜欢音乐盒。因为它很漂亮，播放出来的音乐很好听。
音乐盒，其实是个蛮浪漫的东西。(啊哟，看太多戏了吧。。)
其实，音乐盒也是个很被动的东西。
好听的音乐就藏在美丽的盒子里。
如果没有人把盒子打开，音乐永远都释放不出来。
那，音乐盒就不是音乐盒了。
它，也之不过是个空荡荡的盒子。
如果你没把你生命中的曲子播放出来，
那你怎么活得灿烂，过得精彩呢？
走在生命的尽头时，才发现原来自己的生命似个空盒子，
就这样，带着一生的遗憾，无奈的离开。。
何必呢？
好好地过这人生吧！
就像音乐盒里的那个舞蹈员，
无论是在哪里，是谁打开那盒子，
只要音乐一飞腾起来，
不管有没有人看，
她都随着音乐摆动起来，偏偏起舞。
不为别人，就只为自己，
因为这就是她的使命。
来，别再做个被动的人，
释放自己，来与我供舞吧！
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我的生命，我的音乐。
Music, my inspiration.
Playlist: Ella Fitzgerald [Somewhere over the Rainbow]
-cloudy-
可可回到家，发现衣橱里妈妈留给她的那笔钱。
钱跟着两封信邦在一起。。在信封上，妈妈留了个字条。
读了那字条，可可不知是感动还是难过。。
或许是害怕，也或许是自责，觉得自己好没用。。
眼泪流呀流，感觉上好像整个世界的沉重都被披在自己的身上。
也不知到自己还能坚持多久。。
妈妈的用心良苦，可可不是不知道，可可也不是故意让妈妈伤心。
有些事情就是那么无法解释，对方也是那么无法了解。
好无奈。。
可可正在学习了解这世界，让每天成为新的起点。
她拼命的提醒自己要走向前，不让自己再回到昨天。
可可告诉自己，不能再哭了。。
好的明天一定会到来。
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哭过后才学会谅解，我会学会。。
我的世界。
-晴朗-
我要说个灰姑娘的故事。
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忙了一整天，可可庆幸今天能早回家。
她一边走着，一边看着今天刚买的书。
内容不是很着迷，但可可还是想把那本书尽快看完。
到了家门口，她连门也不开，就坐在门外的楼梯上，继续看着那本书，就是要把那一页读完。
这就是可可。做什么事都是那么投入。
进门时的情景每天似乎都是一样的。
可丽(可可的妹妹)都是坐在电脑前与她的网友谈天。
可可有了新书，不想上网。打算冲了凉，早点打烊睡觉。
当她走进与可丽共用房里时，看见整个房间乱七八糟，不时火了起来。。
一身的劳累，早 点 的 休息，这就没了。
这也不是第一次了。
可丽除了工作不在家，其余的时间也只花在睡觉，看电视与玩电脑，
从来都不把家的整洁放在心上。。
可可换上 了衣服，准备收拾房间。
身上的疲累使得她觉得好不公平。这样的生活还要过多久？
鼻子一酸，热泪马上留了出来。
她恨不得马上能搬出去住，
过自己想要的生活，
自己独立的生活。
也许这样就没这一类的烦恼了。
她不想每天回来都看见一个收拾不完的家，
或许说，一个没有人要收拾的家。。
躺在床上，可可眼泪似否 没停过。。
不久，她 的 泪 水 陪她入了睡。。
可可进入了梦中。。
她，又梦见了他。
但看不清楚他到底是谁。。
只觉得好累，好累。。
她，在等待更好的明天。。
晚安！夜 空 里 的星星！