-refreshed-
Finally, managed to spend some quality time with the king today. hm.. yesterday got la.. a bit.
He brought me to shopping today, and for the first time, he bought clothes for me! Nice! hee.
hmm.. heard that Li Nan Xing won an award and give thanks to Jesus, and the whole audi was astonished.
I think its the astonishment part that was exciting! ha.
Woo!! i was so touched when i recevied the message from Jin and Jas.
Wonderful man! More of these testimonies should be broadcasted on TV!!
ok, got to log off. Tomorrow prayer meeting at 830am.
I promised the king that i will not be late.
Woo.. cannot be late, cannot be late, cannot be late, cannot be late.
(im practising what i preached - lee - haha)
***
"The Queen is never late. Its the people who has to wait."
-Princess diary II
11 December 2004
-thunder roar-
Woot~ can you hear it? heavy rain is coming.. and im so happy! Because i love raining days.
It provides me with inspirations and i love the coolness of the air, the freshness of the spirit!
Cell group is going to multiply tomorrow. I will miss my members alot! They are people that have stayed so close to me, shower me with joy and laughter.. (not forgetting those tormentment - haha - but i love it!) and they have always been an encouragment to me to see them grow in the Lord each day. But multiplication is good! Greater room for growth in numbers and in individual life. All the way brothers and sisters! I believe in YOU!
My brothers gone. To Malaysia. Booo hooo~ i miss them!!!
Oh man! its 2o mins past 1! need to log off now. Lots of things to accomplish today.
But first of all... im going to do my QT* with God first! Woo!! rain rain dont go away... come again everyday. (hmm.. maybe not everyday.. i like the sun sometimes.. xD)
I LOVE RAINING DAYS.
romantic.
*QT=Quality Time
Woot~ can you hear it? heavy rain is coming.. and im so happy! Because i love raining days.
It provides me with inspirations and i love the coolness of the air, the freshness of the spirit!
Cell group is going to multiply tomorrow. I will miss my members alot! They are people that have stayed so close to me, shower me with joy and laughter.. (not forgetting those tormentment - haha - but i love it!) and they have always been an encouragment to me to see them grow in the Lord each day. But multiplication is good! Greater room for growth in numbers and in individual life. All the way brothers and sisters! I believe in YOU!
My brothers gone. To Malaysia. Booo hooo~ i miss them!!!
Oh man! its 2o mins past 1! need to log off now. Lots of things to accomplish today.
But first of all... im going to do my QT* with God first! Woo!! rain rain dont go away... come again everyday. (hmm.. maybe not everyday.. i like the sun sometimes.. xD)
I LOVE RAINING DAYS.
romantic.
*QT=Quality Time
03 December 2004
28 November 2004
16 September 2004
-quiet-
This happened before we were together.
He was referring some of his friends to me as i just started out my business.
I cant remember the exact date, but we met at City Hall one Saturday morning..
That day was our zone combined cell group meeting. I was leading praise, so wanted to wear a pair of flat shoes. When i open my shoe cabinet, i saw the pair of black shoes my mum bought for me years ago. I havent wore that shoes for a long time. I think i only wore it twice to be exact. So i put on the shoes and off i go, to meet David and his friend.
Everything was going on very well. After the presentation, his friend rushed off to another place. David and i decided to go to Funan Center to browse through the shops as i still have much time left before the meeting starts. As we walked towards the building, i felt something dangling on the right side of my shoes. As i looked down, lo and behold! The sole of the shoe was half way dropping out! Why? Why does such thing happen when i am with him? This was super embrassing... Just as we began to cross the traffic, i confessed my embrassment and we headed to the 7-11 opposite the road to buy super glue. Boy! How i wish i could dropp into a manhole while crossing the traffic and never come out again! Anyway.. We went to Funan, squeezed into a bench with a stranger (apparently he left us a few mintues after we sat down) at the second floor, giving all our might to stick the sole back to the shoe. Well, at that moment of time, i find the scenario rather cute and laughable. Interesting to stuck with him there like that and maybe it was not that embrassing afterall. So, very quickly, i recovered from the embrassment pretty fast.
Then, it was time for us to go on our separate ways. I got to go bible house and meet Ronald to practice praise. He got to go home and prepare for cell group. Just as we were going to cross the road towards the direction of bible house, i felt something strange on my left foot. It was the dangling feeling again. As i looked down, i saw the sole of my left shoe was half dropping out! Omigosh! How could such thing happend to me twice on the same day, at the same place (just a street difference).. and with... HIM?! I wanted to kept quiet about it. But thinking that i needed to lead praise later, i got to 'heal' my shoes.. i have no choice but to confess to him in the middle of the road.. this time round, i really wished i was being raptured to heaven... come, let the lightning strike and thunder roar.. just get me out of here, out of sight before this man.. well, apparently, such things doesnt happen except in movies. :_(
That was definitely one of the most embrassing moments of my life! He ran back to the 7-11 and bought another super glue. I waited for him across the street, outside a church. There was too many people walking by, so i took refuge in a church, the Armenia Church.
I waited for his return and we sat down on the bench at the courtyard of the church.. although it was the most embrassing moments of my life, but i felt that it was also quite a romantical event. The place was full of serenity, it just like we were out of the bustling world, in our own fairy land.. We played "stone-kicking" while waiting for the glue to dry up, talked, and sang to Jesus a few praises. What really impressed me was that he never laugh at me. He was very clam, i didnt need to say anything, he did what a man should do at that time. The rest was history.
I reminisced the event because i miss him right now..
He is in KL for two thousands days!! TWO THOUSAND DAYS ley...
Just happened to saw this picture, so decided to write something.
(Oh, i went back to take the picture of the place months after the event)
Armenia Church
was a nice church, maybe suitable for wedding... hee
This happened before we were together.
He was referring some of his friends to me as i just started out my business.
I cant remember the exact date, but we met at City Hall one Saturday morning..
That day was our zone combined cell group meeting. I was leading praise, so wanted to wear a pair of flat shoes. When i open my shoe cabinet, i saw the pair of black shoes my mum bought for me years ago. I havent wore that shoes for a long time. I think i only wore it twice to be exact. So i put on the shoes and off i go, to meet David and his friend.
Everything was going on very well. After the presentation, his friend rushed off to another place. David and i decided to go to Funan Center to browse through the shops as i still have much time left before the meeting starts. As we walked towards the building, i felt something dangling on the right side of my shoes. As i looked down, lo and behold! The sole of the shoe was half way dropping out! Why? Why does such thing happen when i am with him? This was super embrassing... Just as we began to cross the traffic, i confessed my embrassment and we headed to the 7-11 opposite the road to buy super glue. Boy! How i wish i could dropp into a manhole while crossing the traffic and never come out again! Anyway.. We went to Funan, squeezed into a bench with a stranger (apparently he left us a few mintues after we sat down) at the second floor, giving all our might to stick the sole back to the shoe. Well, at that moment of time, i find the scenario rather cute and laughable. Interesting to stuck with him there like that and maybe it was not that embrassing afterall. So, very quickly, i recovered from the embrassment pretty fast.
Then, it was time for us to go on our separate ways. I got to go bible house and meet Ronald to practice praise. He got to go home and prepare for cell group. Just as we were going to cross the road towards the direction of bible house, i felt something strange on my left foot. It was the dangling feeling again. As i looked down, i saw the sole of my left shoe was half dropping out! Omigosh! How could such thing happend to me twice on the same day, at the same place (just a street difference).. and with... HIM?! I wanted to kept quiet about it. But thinking that i needed to lead praise later, i got to 'heal' my shoes.. i have no choice but to confess to him in the middle of the road.. this time round, i really wished i was being raptured to heaven... come, let the lightning strike and thunder roar.. just get me out of here, out of sight before this man.. well, apparently, such things doesnt happen except in movies. :_(
That was definitely one of the most embrassing moments of my life! He ran back to the 7-11 and bought another super glue. I waited for him across the street, outside a church. There was too many people walking by, so i took refuge in a church, the Armenia Church.
I waited for his return and we sat down on the bench at the courtyard of the church.. although it was the most embrassing moments of my life, but i felt that it was also quite a romantical event. The place was full of serenity, it just like we were out of the bustling world, in our own fairy land.. We played "stone-kicking" while waiting for the glue to dry up, talked, and sang to Jesus a few praises. What really impressed me was that he never laugh at me. He was very clam, i didnt need to say anything, he did what a man should do at that time. The rest was history.
I reminisced the event because i miss him right now..
He is in KL for two thousands days!! TWO THOUSAND DAYS ley...
Just happened to saw this picture, so decided to write something.
(Oh, i went back to take the picture of the place months after the event)
Armenia Church
was a nice church, maybe suitable for wedding... hee
15 September 2004
-Rain over-
Today i went to NUS to attend a short talk about the existence of God with Simon.
The title of the talk was [Existence of God through Science] something like that. ..
In the first place, i thought its going to be an interesting 2-hrs talk session, supported with lots of visual aid, by a professor in the university, expecting it to end with arguments thrown around the floor. (exiciting huuh) But it turned out to be a small group sharing seminar presented by a devoted Christian who is working in NUH, and was a medical science student, i suspose. Well, whoever the speaker is, i wasnt disappointed at all. I was more interested in the QnA session at the end of the seminar. It was a good sharing, i would say, though i was a bit lost in the beginning when the speaker gave alot of meaty information which was quite difficult to digest (especially without any visual aid). She talked about evolution, fossils and gave a lot of huge figures.. i was there, trying to figure out how many ZEROS are there...? So actually the speaker had lost me (or should i say i lost the speaker) from the very beginning. I feel that the contents doenst tally with the title.. anyway, never mind about the meaty stuffs.. i feel that those information was there just to impress. Yet, i did have a fruitful trip. There's always something to learn.
We had a very short QnA time before the round up of the session. Though it was short, i learnt alot of things from here.
I realised that most of the questions being prompted was in the stand of God's word - Whats make you think that the word of God is infallible? What makes you think that whatever that is written in the bible is absolute truth? I think thats basically the main argument most atheist or antagonist have.
One who says that evolution stand is saying that by placing two pieces of metals together, given enough time, it will evolve BY CHANCE, hence, become a PDA. If evolution is true, then all of us should have won TOTO every week because evolution teaches on the basis of CHANCE. Since the universe was created with the existence of an amoeba, by sSooooOOooo many chances, it hit the right 'target' and becomes what it is today, sure the probability is very high. So winning TOTO shouldnt be that difficult at all.
The work of the universe was done in an orderly manner. Its one of the nature of God. God is an organised God and is a God of order. Just take a computer programming as an example. If you didnt programe the computer in an orderly manner, output of the computer will be rubbish. Garbage in, garbage out. If you write the programe in order, by all means, the computer will function properly. Just go and study our human body.. Every organ, every tissue is function by the law of order. Each organ has a specific role to play. This, is pre-designed. Just as a programmer got to design a software and writes out the programming details in order, our body is susposed to be designed by a Superior Being. So, insanity is to believe in evolution.
Lets get this clear, no man is perfect except for Jesus Christ. So when man is imperfect, please dont expect any perfect answers or results. Since no man is perfect, thank God we have the Holy Spirit guiding us in the truth and leading us into perfection [Heb 6:1 - Therefore, leaving the discussion of the elementary principles of Christ, let us go on to perfection, not laying again the foundation of repentance from dead works and of faith toward God...] It is the Holy Spirit who searches the deep things of God and He is the one who reveals to whom He pleased. So if you want to know the mysteries of God, you got to have a relationship with Him, and stay close to Him. Its natural for you to share your deepest secrets with your best friend. So its also natural for God to only want to share His deep secrets with His best friends, those who are close to Him. [1 Corinthians 2:10 - But God has revealed them to us through His Spirit. For the Spirit searches all things, yes, the deep things of God]. If you want to understand the creation, first of all, you got to know the Creator. Who was with the God when the universe was created? The Holy Spirit. [Genesis 1:2 - The earth was without form, and void; and darkness was on the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters] So, Christianity is not a religion. It is a relatonship. Having a relationship with God will caused you to know Him even more. In this life, its not just about knowing God. But what it really mean is experiencing Him.
Today, i stand in awe at the word of God, the works of Jesus, understand fully why Jesus got to say the last prayer when he breathe His last, "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they do." - Luke 23:34. It is so true, the people did not know what they are doing when they challenged the questions. They have came with a heart not wanting to accept the truth. Sitting there, in my heart, i said a prayer what Jesus said.
Woo~ i said soo much? Last thing to share before i end.
I had a good leaders' meeting tonight. Brother Jimmy laid hands on us three times! The presence was so strong that everyone knelt down and wept in the presence of the Lord. We kept singing "Amazing Grace". Truly, it is grace that release me from the bondages of the world. It is grace that redeemed me out of the clutches of Satan. It is through grace that i was found. In worship, i saw a vision. I was sitting on the eagles's wings. I took flight with the eagle, soaring on the mountain top. I was not tired because the eagle was carrying me. I teared when i saw that vision, because i needed rest. God is reassuring me that He is carrying me, soaring above the mountains (which is my problems), seeing me through. Just as i penned this down, i was reminded of the verse that God gave to me in 2001. The rhema that pushed me through during my SOT year.
"He gives power to the weak, And to those who have no might He increases strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, And the young men shall utterly fall, But those who wait on the Lord Shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint". - Isaiah 40:29-31
******
Amazing grace, how sweet the sound
To save a wretch like me
I was once lost, but now am found
was blind, but now i see..
Today i went to NUS to attend a short talk about the existence of God with Simon.
The title of the talk was [Existence of God through Science] something like that. ..
In the first place, i thought its going to be an interesting 2-hrs talk session, supported with lots of visual aid, by a professor in the university, expecting it to end with arguments thrown around the floor. (exiciting huuh) But it turned out to be a small group sharing seminar presented by a devoted Christian who is working in NUH, and was a medical science student, i suspose. Well, whoever the speaker is, i wasnt disappointed at all. I was more interested in the QnA session at the end of the seminar. It was a good sharing, i would say, though i was a bit lost in the beginning when the speaker gave alot of meaty information which was quite difficult to digest (especially without any visual aid). She talked about evolution, fossils and gave a lot of huge figures.. i was there, trying to figure out how many ZEROS are there...? So actually the speaker had lost me (or should i say i lost the speaker) from the very beginning. I feel that the contents doenst tally with the title.. anyway, never mind about the meaty stuffs.. i feel that those information was there just to impress. Yet, i did have a fruitful trip. There's always something to learn.
We had a very short QnA time before the round up of the session. Though it was short, i learnt alot of things from here.
I realised that most of the questions being prompted was in the stand of God's word - Whats make you think that the word of God is infallible? What makes you think that whatever that is written in the bible is absolute truth? I think thats basically the main argument most atheist or antagonist have.
Intellects are trying to find God through Science. The thing is you cant find the totality of God through science. Simply because God and Science are of a different level. God works in the supernatural. Science is on the experimental. God is the truth. Science is the facts. God deals with things of the Spirit. Science deals with things of the natural.
God is above all things. Science is merely one of the subject God has created. Jesus brings healings by spoken words. Can Science come out with an equation? Probably there is, but not man could fathom. Jesus could raise up a man who was dead for three days. Can science prove how is it possible? Jesus did CPR to the corpse? Jesus could cast out demons. How do you bring science in? Demons, spirits and science. They never mix. Natural and supernatural can never mix. the latter is SUPER than the natural, thats why.
One who says that evolution stand is saying that by placing two pieces of metals together, given enough time, it will evolve BY CHANCE, hence, become a PDA. If evolution is true, then all of us should have won TOTO every week because evolution teaches on the basis of CHANCE. Since the universe was created with the existence of an amoeba, by sSooooOOooo many chances, it hit the right 'target' and becomes what it is today, sure the probability is very high. So winning TOTO shouldnt be that difficult at all.
The work of the universe was done in an orderly manner. Its one of the nature of God. God is an organised God and is a God of order. Just take a computer programming as an example. If you didnt programe the computer in an orderly manner, output of the computer will be rubbish. Garbage in, garbage out. If you write the programe in order, by all means, the computer will function properly. Just go and study our human body.. Every organ, every tissue is function by the law of order. Each organ has a specific role to play. This, is pre-designed. Just as a programmer got to design a software and writes out the programming details in order, our body is susposed to be designed by a Superior Being. So, insanity is to believe in evolution.
Lets get this clear, no man is perfect except for Jesus Christ. So when man is imperfect, please dont expect any perfect answers or results. Since no man is perfect, thank God we have the Holy Spirit guiding us in the truth and leading us into perfection [Heb 6:1 - Therefore, leaving the discussion of the elementary principles of Christ, let us go on to perfection, not laying again the foundation of repentance from dead works and of faith toward God...] It is the Holy Spirit who searches the deep things of God and He is the one who reveals to whom He pleased. So if you want to know the mysteries of God, you got to have a relationship with Him, and stay close to Him. Its natural for you to share your deepest secrets with your best friend. So its also natural for God to only want to share His deep secrets with His best friends, those who are close to Him. [1 Corinthians 2:10 - But God has revealed them to us through His Spirit. For the Spirit searches all things, yes, the deep things of God]. If you want to understand the creation, first of all, you got to know the Creator. Who was with the God when the universe was created? The Holy Spirit. [Genesis 1:2 - The earth was without form, and void; and darkness was on the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters] So, Christianity is not a religion. It is a relatonship. Having a relationship with God will caused you to know Him even more. In this life, its not just about knowing God. But what it really mean is experiencing Him.
Today, i stand in awe at the word of God, the works of Jesus, understand fully why Jesus got to say the last prayer when he breathe His last, "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they do." - Luke 23:34. It is so true, the people did not know what they are doing when they challenged the questions. They have came with a heart not wanting to accept the truth. Sitting there, in my heart, i said a prayer what Jesus said.
Woo~ i said soo much? Last thing to share before i end.
I had a good leaders' meeting tonight. Brother Jimmy laid hands on us three times! The presence was so strong that everyone knelt down and wept in the presence of the Lord. We kept singing "Amazing Grace". Truly, it is grace that release me from the bondages of the world. It is grace that redeemed me out of the clutches of Satan. It is through grace that i was found. In worship, i saw a vision. I was sitting on the eagles's wings. I took flight with the eagle, soaring on the mountain top. I was not tired because the eagle was carrying me. I teared when i saw that vision, because i needed rest. God is reassuring me that He is carrying me, soaring above the mountains (which is my problems), seeing me through. Just as i penned this down, i was reminded of the verse that God gave to me in 2001. The rhema that pushed me through during my SOT year.
"He gives power to the weak, And to those who have no might He increases strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, And the young men shall utterly fall, But those who wait on the Lord Shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint". - Isaiah 40:29-31
******
Amazing grace, how sweet the sound
To save a wretch like me
I was once lost, but now am found
was blind, but now i see..
25 August 2004
...continue
before i go.. i just felt like worshipping God a little while..
Into Your hand
I commit again
With all I am, for You Lord
You hold my world
In the plam of Your hand
And I am Yours, Forever...
Jesus, I believe in You
Jesus, I belong to You
You're the reason that i live
The reason that i sing
With all I am
I'll walk withYou
Wherever You go
Through tears and joy
I'll trust inYou
And i will live in all of your ways
And Your promises, Forever..
I will worship,
I will worship You...
before i go.. i just felt like worshipping God a little while..
Into Your hand
I commit again
With all I am, for You Lord
You hold my world
In the plam of Your hand
And I am Yours, Forever...
Jesus, I believe in You
Jesus, I belong to You
You're the reason that i live
The reason that i sing
With all I am
I'll walk withYou
Wherever You go
Through tears and joy
I'll trust inYou
And i will live in all of your ways
And Your promises, Forever..
I will worship,
I will worship You...
Snow flaks
Lord, You are the fragments of my soul,
the Spirit of my breath, and the fabrics of my heart.
who compares to You? Who set the stars in their place?
"Thus the heavens and the earth, and all the host of them, were finished. And on the seventh day God ended His work which He had done, and he rested on the seventh day from all his work which He had done." Genesis 2:1-2
And yes, God had made sure that the tiniest details such as snow flaks was taken care of before He rested... How about you, big friend?
And yes, God had made sure that the tiniest details such as snow flaks was taken care of before He rested... How about you, big friend?
-cooling night-
Im back to blog.. (by popular demand) lol
Ok.. first of all, a bonkers thing i just did a few minutes ago..
I just had my medicine.. then i was trying to tighten the cap back to the medicine bottle..
I think i screwed for about half a minute, with my eyes fixed on the monitor screen, and was wondering how come i couldnt tighten the cap to its bottle? Then i realised that i was using the mineral water bottle cap (which is bigger) to tighten my medicine bottle.
Lesson learnt:
1) Dont give a person what he/she cannot handle. The person would either be over-dressed or under-dressed with stress. Both, cannot maximized to its full potential. >> The mineral bottle cannot fit with the medicine bottle cap. The contents leaks... vv (vice versa)
2) Manage your expectation! Dont try to fit your expectations on others. You will hurt others as well as yourself. >> you can never expect the mineral bottle cap to fit into the medicine bottle.. vv
3) Capacity matters. Bigger bottle, bigger cap. Smaller bottle, smaller cap.
4) Everyone has different calling. Bottles serve the same purpose (to hold liquid) difference is in the content, thats all. So, what makes you think that yours is bigger than mine? Its the substance that you are holding and for what PURPOSE that really matters.
So whats in you today? Medicine to bring healings? Water to quench thirst? Salt to add flavour? Sweetness to add joy? Glucose to add energy? Fire to add a spark? Or just an empty bottle, waiting to be filled? Well, Jesus can do it for you... =)
Ok.. but this is not what i have planned to blog today.. hmm.. its almost 2 in the morning and i have yet started my main point! haha..
*beep beep..
24th Aug 2004, 23:00...
"Latest news.. Sniper attacked by a battalion during a mission... Sniper deployed all round defence but still failed.. - The sniper and mosquito war"
24th Aug 2004,23:05...
Spiderman came to help
Someone is on the field right now feeding mosquitoes. Lets honor him with the month's BBD award (Best Blood donor Award), for working so hard to keep our soil safe to sleep in. hee..
His Majesty has been asked to go back for reservist for a week... guess... its only one week.. but its has been like thousands days.. i havent been seeing him for two days! And i wont be seeing him till Saturday!! AND!today, i didnt even get to hear his voice.. lousy...
i wanted to write a story.. Hmm.. but i think its too late to continue to blog now.. 02:34 le!! if i still dont sleep, i will become >> @_@.
So stay tune ah! my story will be in chinese. Zai Jian!
(Im still trying to figure out how to use the "HELLO" to upload pictures.. its sooo unfriendly.. humph )
Im back to blog.. (by popular demand) lol
Ok.. first of all, a bonkers thing i just did a few minutes ago..
I just had my medicine.. then i was trying to tighten the cap back to the medicine bottle..
I think i screwed for about half a minute, with my eyes fixed on the monitor screen, and was wondering how come i couldnt tighten the cap to its bottle? Then i realised that i was using the mineral water bottle cap (which is bigger) to tighten my medicine bottle.
Lesson learnt:
1) Dont give a person what he/she cannot handle. The person would either be over-dressed or under-dressed with stress. Both, cannot maximized to its full potential. >> The mineral bottle cannot fit with the medicine bottle cap. The contents leaks... vv (vice versa)
2) Manage your expectation! Dont try to fit your expectations on others. You will hurt others as well as yourself. >> you can never expect the mineral bottle cap to fit into the medicine bottle.. vv
3) Capacity matters. Bigger bottle, bigger cap. Smaller bottle, smaller cap.
4) Everyone has different calling. Bottles serve the same purpose (to hold liquid) difference is in the content, thats all. So, what makes you think that yours is bigger than mine? Its the substance that you are holding and for what PURPOSE that really matters.
So whats in you today? Medicine to bring healings? Water to quench thirst? Salt to add flavour? Sweetness to add joy? Glucose to add energy? Fire to add a spark? Or just an empty bottle, waiting to be filled? Well, Jesus can do it for you... =)
Ok.. but this is not what i have planned to blog today.. hmm.. its almost 2 in the morning and i have yet started my main point! haha..
*beep beep..
24th Aug 2004, 23:00...
"Latest news.. Sniper attacked by a battalion during a mission... Sniper deployed all round defence but still failed.. - The sniper and mosquito war"
24th Aug 2004,23:05...
Spiderman came to help
Someone is on the field right now feeding mosquitoes. Lets honor him with the month's BBD award (Best Blood donor Award), for working so hard to keep our soil safe to sleep in. hee..
His Majesty has been asked to go back for reservist for a week... guess... its only one week.. but its has been like thousands days.. i havent been seeing him for two days! And i wont be seeing him till Saturday!! AND!today, i didnt even get to hear his voice.. lousy...
i wanted to write a story.. Hmm.. but i think its too late to continue to blog now.. 02:34 le!! if i still dont sleep, i will become >> @_@.
So stay tune ah! my story will be in chinese. Zai Jian!
(Im still trying to figure out how to use the "HELLO" to upload pictures.. its sooo unfriendly.. humph )
14 August 2004
This post is dated at 23rd June 2004. It was the missing page from this blog.
***
I had a dream.
I was changing in my room and suddenly I realised that i did not close my windows. (So i was exposed!) I quickly went over and see if anyone was in sight.. I saw my neighbour (Someone whom i did not seen before in my life) was in his house looking straight in my room. He was also looking around as if like looking for something. He began to walk out of his house and come towards me. I got petrified! I tried to close the window silently so that he would not notice me, but he came to fast. I couldnt shut the window on time, so i hid beside the window. I thought he is here to peep at me, but he's not. He actually came and close my windows for me and protected me.
The dream ends.
My Interpretation:
The neighbour is God. I felt this was a modern day 'Garden of Eden' dream. I was a sinner, i was naked and was exposed to be devoured. But Jesus came and covers me. He clothe me with His righteousness and forgave me from all my sins. And now, I AM HEALED.
"But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, and by His stripes we are healed. All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned, every one, to his own way; and the lord has laid on him the iniquity of us all." - Isa 53:5-6
***
I'm drowned in the depth of the sea, lost in the ocean of your love.
Let me imprint my love on the shore as a remembrance of me and You,
Because i have You.
Saved and safe.
***
I had a dream.
I was changing in my room and suddenly I realised that i did not close my windows. (So i was exposed!) I quickly went over and see if anyone was in sight.. I saw my neighbour (Someone whom i did not seen before in my life) was in his house looking straight in my room. He was also looking around as if like looking for something. He began to walk out of his house and come towards me. I got petrified! I tried to close the window silently so that he would not notice me, but he came to fast. I couldnt shut the window on time, so i hid beside the window. I thought he is here to peep at me, but he's not. He actually came and close my windows for me and protected me.
The dream ends.
My Interpretation:
The neighbour is God. I felt this was a modern day 'Garden of Eden' dream. I was a sinner, i was naked and was exposed to be devoured. But Jesus came and covers me. He clothe me with His righteousness and forgave me from all my sins. And now, I AM HEALED.
"But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, and by His stripes we are healed. All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned, every one, to his own way; and the lord has laid on him the iniquity of us all." - Isa 53:5-6
***
I'm drowned in the depth of the sea, lost in the ocean of your love.
Let me imprint my love on the shore as a remembrance of me and You,
Because i have You.
Saved and safe.
15 July 2004
-Cool weather-
I was lagging in my blog.. actually was very lazy to blog, but my friend, Jasmine encouraged me.. so here i am... this blog is for her. =)
***
I was practicing flute this afternoon.
As i was taking a short break, i began to stare at my flute.. (not mine actually, its Waifong's) it occured to me that the flute is just an instrument. An instrument is just a 'dead' instrument unless you blow it, then you will be maximising its greatest potential of releasing its beautiful sound within. And ultimately, the melody is determined by the player. I began to think about God. I am just an instrument. If God never breathe His breath of life in me, i am just a 'dead' instrument.. how beautiful my melody of life is, depends on how i play it..
You only live once. Play it well.
Just do it.
I was lagging in my blog.. actually was very lazy to blog, but my friend, Jasmine encouraged me.. so here i am... this blog is for her. =)
***
I was practicing flute this afternoon.
As i was taking a short break, i began to stare at my flute.. (not mine actually, its Waifong's) it occured to me that the flute is just an instrument. An instrument is just a 'dead' instrument unless you blow it, then you will be maximising its greatest potential of releasing its beautiful sound within. And ultimately, the melody is determined by the player. I began to think about God. I am just an instrument. If God never breathe His breath of life in me, i am just a 'dead' instrument.. how beautiful my melody of life is, depends on how i play it..
You only live once. Play it well.
Just do it.
04 May 2004
-晴朗-
<<贝壳上的星星>>
看过有星星的贝壳吗？
贝壳一定是疲倦了天涯的远航，
才搁浅在海角的沙洲。
偶然间，被沙滩人拾回来了。
沙滩人把贝壳拾回来后，
按着贝壳的大小，细心地把他们收藏在美丽的盒子里，
依依代表了对星星的思念。
贝壳上的星星，是一颗真诚的心。。
究竞是哪只浪花的巧手，
蓝波蓝涛中，雕你成动人的图案，
柔蓝细沙中，将你无中生有，
把星星雕刻在你白白的掌心?
也许是夜里，天上星星悄悄地把自己的倒影印在贝心上。。
就这样，星心离不开贝壳的掌心。。
就只好等待。。等待着沙滩人的到来，带他回家。
***
雕我心，赐我灵
创万物，造天际
唯有祢，耶和华
Playlist: Linda Ronstadt & James Ingram [Somewhere out there]
<<贝壳上的星星>>
看过有星星的贝壳吗？
贝壳一定是疲倦了天涯的远航，
才搁浅在海角的沙洲。
偶然间，被沙滩人拾回来了。
沙滩人把贝壳拾回来后，
按着贝壳的大小，细心地把他们收藏在美丽的盒子里，
依依代表了对星星的思念。
贝壳上的星星，是一颗真诚的心。。
究竞是哪只浪花的巧手，
蓝波蓝涛中，雕你成动人的图案，
柔蓝细沙中，将你无中生有，
把星星雕刻在你白白的掌心?
也许是夜里，天上星星悄悄地把自己的倒影印在贝心上。。
就这样，星心离不开贝壳的掌心。。
就只好等待。。等待着沙滩人的到来，带他回家。
***
雕我心，赐我灵
创万物，造天际
唯有祢，耶和华
Playlist: Linda Ronstadt & James Ingram [Somewhere out there]
29 April 2004
-雨天-
莉萨问可可是否坠入了爱河。。
可可想。。。大概是吧。。
希望每天能看见那个人，
有好多东西想跟那个人一起做，
希望能与那个人有个未来。。
算吗？
选择多，是好，是坏？
可可就是希望她只有一个选择。
好的，一个就够了，不是吗？
选择太多，会令人混乱，
到最后不能做决定，不是更烦吗？
就好像每当可可不知要吃什么时，都会选择鱼圆面。
不是没有别的选择呀，就是因为鱼圆面好吃。
就好像上帝，也只给人类一个选择。
要得永生，就得信靠耶稣，
因为他是道路，真理，生命；诺不借着他，没有人能到父那里去[约翰14：6]
我们也别无选择呀。。
可可知道莉萨爱自己，
要可可得到最好的。。
当事者迷，旁观者清。。
可可还是听话了。
+故事如有雷同，纯属巧合+
***
God, dont make it too complicated for me..
莉萨问可可是否坠入了爱河。。
可可想。。。大概是吧。。
希望每天能看见那个人，
有好多东西想跟那个人一起做，
希望能与那个人有个未来。。
算吗？
选择多，是好，是坏？
可可就是希望她只有一个选择。
好的，一个就够了，不是吗？
选择太多，会令人混乱，
到最后不能做决定，不是更烦吗？
就好像每当可可不知要吃什么时，都会选择鱼圆面。
不是没有别的选择呀，就是因为鱼圆面好吃。
就好像上帝，也只给人类一个选择。
要得永生，就得信靠耶稣，
因为他是道路，真理，生命；诺不借着他，没有人能到父那里去[约翰14：6]
我们也别无选择呀。。
可可知道莉萨爱自己，
要可可得到最好的。。
当事者迷，旁观者清。。
可可还是听话了。
+故事如有雷同，纯属巧合+
***
God, dont make it too complicated for me..
28 April 2004
-晴天-
可可又流泪了。
又是谁弄哭了可可？(真可恶。。)
可可的好友- 莉萨。
好久好久，没被一个人感动得掉泪了。
可可不知道自己的身份会那么容易就被拆穿。。
但可可还是会把故事写完。
有如莉萨所说的，可可的故事不是个悲剧，而是个美丽结局的开始。
因为可可跟幸福已有了个约定。
老天爷一开始都没有亏待可可。
因为他给了她一个最珍贵的东西 - 她和莉萨的友情。
可可感谢有莉萨。
她也只有莉萨这个可以依靠的女朋友。
可可有时觉得自己太依赖莉萨了。。
觉得欠她好多，好多。。
所以每次都想对她好。
但每次对她的好，都比不过莉萨对她的更好。
她知道莉萨并不会计较这些。。
所以她会一直陪着莉萨完成这故事。
+故事如有雷同，纯属巧合+
***
要知道可可的结局，就要守着可可的故事。
可可又流泪了。
又是谁弄哭了可可？(真可恶。。)
可可的好友- 莉萨。
好久好久，没被一个人感动得掉泪了。
可可不知道自己的身份会那么容易就被拆穿。。
但可可还是会把故事写完。
有如莉萨所说的，可可的故事不是个悲剧，而是个美丽结局的开始。
因为可可跟幸福已有了个约定。
老天爷一开始都没有亏待可可。
因为他给了她一个最珍贵的东西 - 她和莉萨的友情。
可可感谢有莉萨。
她也只有莉萨这个可以依靠的女朋友。
可可有时觉得自己太依赖莉萨了。。
觉得欠她好多，好多。。
所以每次都想对她好。
但每次对她的好，都比不过莉萨对她的更好。
她知道莉萨并不会计较这些。。
所以她会一直陪着莉萨完成这故事。
+故事如有雷同，纯属巧合+
***
要知道可可的结局，就要守着可可的故事。
27 April 2004
-Quiet night-
Lord I come into Your presence
Here I stand in awesome reverence
Falling before the wonder of Your name
Humbly now, Lord i surrender
This offering to You forever
Take all I am and use me Lord I pray
Make me what You want me to be
Teach me Your ways
I lay down my life for You
Throw down my crowns before You
Given my all for Your name
My Savior how I adore You
Healer my heart longs for You
Jesus You're worthy to be praise
Jesus You are Lord forever
***
.::WoRsHiPpeR::.
Lord I come into Your presence
Here I stand in awesome reverence
Falling before the wonder of Your name
Humbly now, Lord i surrender
This offering to You forever
Take all I am and use me Lord I pray
Make me what You want me to be
Teach me Your ways
I lay down my life for You
Throw down my crowns before You
Given my all for Your name
My Savior how I adore You
Healer my heart longs for You
Jesus You're worthy to be praise
Jesus You are Lord forever
***
.::WoRsHiPpeR::.
25 April 2004
-夜晚-
音乐盒。
我喜欢音乐盒。因为它很漂亮，播放出来的音乐很好听。
音乐盒，其实是个蛮浪漫的东西。(啊哟，看太多戏了吧。。)
其实，音乐盒也是个很被动的东西。
好听的音乐就藏在美丽的盒子里。
如果没有人把盒子打开，音乐永远都释放不出来。
那，音乐盒就不是音乐盒了。
它，也之不过是个空荡荡的盒子。
如果你没把你生命中的曲子播放出来，
那你怎么活得灿烂，过得精彩呢？
走在生命的尽头时，才发现原来自己的生命似个空盒子，
就这样，带着一生的遗憾，无奈的离开。。
何必呢？
好好地过这人生吧！
就像音乐盒里的那个舞蹈员，
无论是在哪里，是谁打开那盒子，
只要音乐一飞腾起来，
不管有没有人看，
她都随着音乐摆动起来，偏偏起舞。
不为别人，就只为自己，
因为这就是她的使命。
来，别再做个被动的人，
释放自己，来与我供舞吧！
***
我的生命，我的音乐。
Music, my inspiration.
Playlist: Ella Fitzgerald [Somewhere over the Rainbow]
音乐盒。
我喜欢音乐盒。因为它很漂亮，播放出来的音乐很好听。
音乐盒，其实是个蛮浪漫的东西。(啊哟，看太多戏了吧。。)
其实，音乐盒也是个很被动的东西。
好听的音乐就藏在美丽的盒子里。
如果没有人把盒子打开，音乐永远都释放不出来。
那，音乐盒就不是音乐盒了。
它，也之不过是个空荡荡的盒子。
如果你没把你生命中的曲子播放出来，
那你怎么活得灿烂，过得精彩呢？
走在生命的尽头时，才发现原来自己的生命似个空盒子，
就这样，带着一生的遗憾，无奈的离开。。
何必呢？
好好地过这人生吧！
就像音乐盒里的那个舞蹈员，
无论是在哪里，是谁打开那盒子，
只要音乐一飞腾起来，
不管有没有人看，
她都随着音乐摆动起来，偏偏起舞。
不为别人，就只为自己，
因为这就是她的使命。
来，别再做个被动的人，
释放自己，来与我供舞吧！
***
我的生命，我的音乐。
Music, my inspiration.
Playlist: Ella Fitzgerald [Somewhere over the Rainbow]
16 April 2004
28 March 2004
-cloudy-
可可回到家，发现衣橱里妈妈留给她的那笔钱。
钱跟着两封信邦在一起。。在信封上，妈妈留了个字条。
读了那字条，可可不知是感动还是难过。。
或许是害怕，也或许是自责，觉得自己好没用。。
眼泪流呀流，感觉上好像整个世界的沉重都被披在自己的身上。
也不知到自己还能坚持多久。。
妈妈的用心良苦，可可不是不知道，可可也不是故意让妈妈伤心。
有些事情就是那么无法解释，对方也是那么无法了解。
好无奈。。
可可正在学习了解这世界，让每天成为新的起点。
她拼命的提醒自己要走向前，不让自己再回到昨天。
可可告诉自己，不能再哭了。。
好的明天一定会到来。
***
哭过后才学会谅解，我会学会。。
我的世界。
可可回到家，发现衣橱里妈妈留给她的那笔钱。
钱跟着两封信邦在一起。。在信封上，妈妈留了个字条。
读了那字条，可可不知是感动还是难过。。
或许是害怕，也或许是自责，觉得自己好没用。。
眼泪流呀流，感觉上好像整个世界的沉重都被披在自己的身上。
也不知到自己还能坚持多久。。
妈妈的用心良苦，可可不是不知道，可可也不是故意让妈妈伤心。
有些事情就是那么无法解释，对方也是那么无法了解。
好无奈。。
可可正在学习了解这世界，让每天成为新的起点。
她拼命的提醒自己要走向前，不让自己再回到昨天。
可可告诉自己，不能再哭了。。
好的明天一定会到来。
***
哭过后才学会谅解，我会学会。。
我的世界。
26 March 2004
25 March 2004
06 March 2004
02 February 2004
-晴朗-
我要说个灰姑娘的故事。
***
忙了一整天，可可庆幸今天能早回家。
她一边走着，一边看着今天刚买的书。
内容不是很着迷，但可可还是想把那本书尽快看完。
到了家门口，她连门也不开，就坐在门外的楼梯上，继续看着那本书，就是要把那一页读完。
这就是可可。做什么事都是那么投入。
进门时的情景每天似乎都是一样的。
可丽(可可的妹妹)都是坐在电脑前与她的网友谈天。
可可有了新书，不想上网。打算冲了凉，早点打烊睡觉。
当她走进与可丽共用房里时，看见整个房间乱七八糟，不时火了起来。。
一身的劳累，早 点 的 休息，这就没了。
这也不是第一次了。
可丽除了工作不在家，其余的时间也只花在睡觉，看电视与玩电脑，
从来都不把家的整洁放在心上。。
可可换上 了衣服，准备收拾房间。
身上的疲累使得她觉得好不公平。这样的生活还要过多久？
鼻子一酸，热泪马上留了出来。
她恨不得马上能搬出去住，
过自己想要的生活，
自己独立的生活。
也许这样就没这一类的烦恼了。
她不想每天回来都看见一个收拾不完的家，
或许说，一个没有人要收拾的家。。
躺在床上，可可眼泪似否 没停过。。
不久，她 的 泪 水 陪她入了睡。。
可可进入了梦中。。
她，又梦见了他。
但看不清楚他到底是谁。。
只觉得好累，好累。。
她，在等待更好的明天。。
晚安！夜 空 里 的星星！
我要说个灰姑娘的故事。
***
忙了一整天，可可庆幸今天能早回家。
她一边走着，一边看着今天刚买的书。
内容不是很着迷，但可可还是想把那本书尽快看完。
到了家门口，她连门也不开，就坐在门外的楼梯上，继续看着那本书，就是要把那一页读完。
这就是可可。做什么事都是那么投入。
进门时的情景每天似乎都是一样的。
可丽(可可的妹妹)都是坐在电脑前与她的网友谈天。
可可有了新书，不想上网。打算冲了凉，早点打烊睡觉。
当她走进与可丽共用房里时，看见整个房间乱七八糟，不时火了起来。。
一身的劳累，早 点 的 休息，这就没了。
这也不是第一次了。
可丽除了工作不在家，其余的时间也只花在睡觉，看电视与玩电脑，
从来都不把家的整洁放在心上。。
可可换上 了衣服，准备收拾房间。
身上的疲累使得她觉得好不公平。这样的生活还要过多久？
鼻子一酸，热泪马上留了出来。
她恨不得马上能搬出去住，
过自己想要的生活，
自己独立的生活。
也许这样就没这一类的烦恼了。
她不想每天回来都看见一个收拾不完的家，
或许说，一个没有人要收拾的家。。
躺在床上，可可眼泪似否 没停过。。
不久，她 的 泪 水 陪她入了睡。。
可可进入了梦中。。
她，又梦见了他。
但看不清楚他到底是谁。。
只觉得好累，好累。。
她，在等待更好的明天。。
晚安！夜 空 里 的星星！
31 January 2004
-夜深宁静-
很晚了，这时候的我应该在睡觉。。
今天的meeting很晚才完。
刚冲完凉，头发还湿湿的。
在等头发干的当儿，读了一个网上小说。
上次读 的<<夜玫瑰>>还蛮不错。
但这新故事读了前三章，还是有点满头污水。。
也许我没专心读吧。但我想我还会继续读下去。
明天有band,好开心。感觉上好像好久好久没去了。。
真的很想念。。。
新年时回去婆婆家度过。
有十多年没回去过年了。
有点不一样。。但还是很愉快的度过今年的新年。
小时候，每个人都住在一起。除夕时都已热闹几分。。
又有得放鞭炮，烟花。。
现在，鞭炮不能乱放。。
而每个人呢，都有了自己的家庭，
团圆饭都各吃各的，除夕与初一都显得非常静。
初二，人真的是多到数不清。
欢聚完了，人走了，屋子也静下来了。
另一天又过去了。
这就是新年。
真的很不想长大。
初二晚上和雯馨去她的同学聚会。
感觉怪怪的。。人家聚会，你去干吗。。
但还是去了。
她的朋友很好，都很健谈，爱开玩笑。
蛮羡慕她的朋友。
自己出国读书，然后就在那儿工作。。
台湾啦，爱尔兰啦，加拿大啦。。
好独立的生活。
这是我一直都很想要的。。
我想要有自己的房子。。
不是不爱家人。。
就是希望有自己的空间，就是属於自己，单独的空间。。
这是自私吗？
也许，我早已习惯一个人。。
***
我无法在夜里入睡，
因为思念一直来敲门。
我起身为你祈祷，
用最虔诚的文。
我若是天使，
我只守护你所有的幸福。。
很晚了，这时候的我应该在睡觉。。
今天的meeting很晚才完。
刚冲完凉，头发还湿湿的。
在等头发干的当儿，读了一个网上小说。
上次读 的<<夜玫瑰>>还蛮不错。
但这新故事读了前三章，还是有点满头污水。。
也许我没专心读吧。但我想我还会继续读下去。
明天有band,好开心。感觉上好像好久好久没去了。。
真的很想念。。。
新年时回去婆婆家度过。
有十多年没回去过年了。
有点不一样。。但还是很愉快的度过今年的新年。
小时候，每个人都住在一起。除夕时都已热闹几分。。
又有得放鞭炮，烟花。。
现在，鞭炮不能乱放。。
而每个人呢，都有了自己的家庭，
团圆饭都各吃各的，除夕与初一都显得非常静。
初二，人真的是多到数不清。
欢聚完了，人走了，屋子也静下来了。
另一天又过去了。
这就是新年。
真的很不想长大。
初二晚上和雯馨去她的同学聚会。
感觉怪怪的。。人家聚会，你去干吗。。
但还是去了。
她的朋友很好，都很健谈，爱开玩笑。
蛮羡慕她的朋友。
自己出国读书，然后就在那儿工作。。
台湾啦，爱尔兰啦，加拿大啦。。
好独立的生活。
这是我一直都很想要的。。
我想要有自己的房子。。
不是不爱家人。。
就是希望有自己的空间，就是属於自己，单独的空间。。
这是自私吗？
也许，我早已习惯一个人。。
***
我无法在夜里入睡，
因为思念一直来敲门。
我起身为你祈祷，
用最虔诚的文。
我若是天使，
我只守护你所有的幸福。。
28 January 2004
-火-
气死我了。。
刚才写的一大堆，就因电脑的故障，什么都没了！！！
写了差不多一小时。。都写完了ye!!!
*消气，消气。。all things work out good for the kingdom of God...
ok,再来一次。希望我还能记得刚才我写些什么。
***
这已是我第三次开电脑了。。
一整晚都睡不着。。也许是昨晚的Raspberry latte吧。。
弟弟的呼吸声好大，真的睡得好熟。。(原来“呼呼大睡”不是乱盖的)。
头又开始痛了。
刚才在床上想了一些东西。
原来药真的只能维持四小时。
每当头痛，肚子痛等之类的痛时，我们都会找药吃。
吃了药，痛不见了，就代表没事了吗？
有如说头痛。
为什么会头痛？压力呀等之类的因素，也或许是脑的某一种个神经线被压到了。
吃药能挪走“痛”，但这就代表问题不在了吗？
如果问题不在了，为什么过了一段时间“痛”又回来了呢？
有时候吃了药，头果然不痛了，这就代表头以后就不会痛了吗？
我想。。神经线被压到，所以导致“痛”。
“痛”不在了，并不代表“头痛”(问题)不在了。
现在开始头痛了吧。。哈。如果不让你体会到头痛，你怎么了解我在说什么？
祝你头痛快乐！
(以上并没有医学根据，我只是拿来作比喻罢了)
其实是想说，有很多事情不是能用表面来看的。
别只用片面去看某种事物或人。
表面上，事情看起来好像没事，但这并不代表问题解决了。
一个人表面上看起来很开心的样子，这就代表他没烦恼，住在一个没有问题的国度里吗？
一个人如果不能符合你的要求，就代表他人格有问题吗？
有句话说 "Dont criticize someone unless you walk a mile with him"
话是如此的真。Who are we to judge?
Judge not, that you be not judged. For with what judgement you judge, you will be judged;
and with the measure you use, it will be measured it back to you. Why do you look at the speck in your friend's eye, but do not consider the plank in your own eye?
不要用有色的眼光去看别人，别人也不会用有色的眼光来看你。
在这世上，我们只能活一次，也只能彼此相识一次，
为何不好好地一起度过这一次？
把爱自己的爱，也分给周围的人吧。
写着，写着，天都亮了。
我果然是没睡到。
要准备去做工了，今晚得上课。。
看看我怎么熬吧！
后会有期~
气死我了。。
刚才写的一大堆，就因电脑的故障，什么都没了！！！
写了差不多一小时。。都写完了ye!!!
*消气，消气。。all things work out good for the kingdom of God...
ok,再来一次。希望我还能记得刚才我写些什么。
***
这已是我第三次开电脑了。。
一整晚都睡不着。。也许是昨晚的Raspberry latte吧。。
弟弟的呼吸声好大，真的睡得好熟。。(原来“呼呼大睡”不是乱盖的)。
头又开始痛了。
刚才在床上想了一些东西。
原来药真的只能维持四小时。
每当头痛，肚子痛等之类的痛时，我们都会找药吃。
吃了药，痛不见了，就代表没事了吗？
有如说头痛。
为什么会头痛？压力呀等之类的因素，也或许是脑的某一种个神经线被压到了。
吃药能挪走“痛”，但这就代表问题不在了吗？
如果问题不在了，为什么过了一段时间“痛”又回来了呢？
有时候吃了药，头果然不痛了，这就代表头以后就不会痛了吗？
我想。。神经线被压到，所以导致“痛”。
“痛”不在了，并不代表“头痛”(问题)不在了。
现在开始头痛了吧。。哈。如果不让你体会到头痛，你怎么了解我在说什么？
祝你头痛快乐！
(以上并没有医学根据，我只是拿来作比喻罢了)
其实是想说，有很多事情不是能用表面来看的。
别只用片面去看某种事物或人。
表面上，事情看起来好像没事，但这并不代表问题解决了。
一个人表面上看起来很开心的样子，这就代表他没烦恼，住在一个没有问题的国度里吗？
一个人如果不能符合你的要求，就代表他人格有问题吗？
有句话说 "Dont criticize someone unless you walk a mile with him"
话是如此的真。Who are we to judge?
Judge not, that you be not judged. For with what judgement you judge, you will be judged;
and with the measure you use, it will be measured it back to you. Why do you look at the speck in your friend's eye, but do not consider the plank in your own eye?
不要用有色的眼光去看别人，别人也不会用有色的眼光来看你。
在这世上，我们只能活一次，也只能彼此相识一次，
为何不好好地一起度过这一次？
把爱自己的爱，也分给周围的人吧。
写着，写着，天都亮了。
我果然是没睡到。
要准备去做工了，今晚得上课。。
看看我怎么熬吧！
后会有期~
27 January 2004
-Rainy day-
我真的好累，
你要的我都学不会。。
***
有时候时间走得太快，让人害怕成长。
时间走得太慢的时候，让人感觉疲累。
时间呀，时间。。你该怎么办呢？
你无法满足每个人的要求。。
好吧！那你就做你自己吧。
时间，就让人去掌控吧。
成长的路程也许会让你感觉疲累，
但成长是必然的。
你得懂得什么时候放手。。
放下手里所谓的‘幸福’，
来换取未来的幸福。。
“握紧的双手你能抓得住什么
给你海阔天空又有什么用
我们都骗不过自己
我们都太过自信
才让我们都忘了珍惜。。
渴望自由的人往往不自由
我站在街的这一头
见证你所有的寂寞
放开手爱才能宽容
也许这不容易
我还是想记得你
真心的对待最值得回忆”
Track 4: 何耀珊 <<握紧>>
我真的好累，
你要的我都学不会。。
***
有时候时间走得太快，让人害怕成长。
时间走得太慢的时候，让人感觉疲累。
时间呀，时间。。你该怎么办呢？
你无法满足每个人的要求。。
好吧！那你就做你自己吧。
时间，就让人去掌控吧。
成长的路程也许会让你感觉疲累，
但成长是必然的。
你得懂得什么时候放手。。
放下手里所谓的‘幸福’，
来换取未来的幸福。。
“握紧的双手你能抓得住什么
给你海阔天空又有什么用
我们都骗不过自己
我们都太过自信
才让我们都忘了珍惜。。
渴望自由的人往往不自由
我站在街的这一头
见证你所有的寂寞
放开手爱才能宽容
也许这不容易
我还是想记得你
真心的对待最值得回忆”
Track 4: 何耀珊 <<握紧>>
26 January 2004
19 January 2004
-Raining-
Caution: You need chinese software to read this blog.
Downloadable: http://download.com.com/3120-20-0.html?qt=NJStar+communicator&tg=dl-2001
好久好久没在这写下心情，写下片片思意。
不知是什么时候开始，我发现自己没那么西方化了。。
小时候，总是觉得西方国家很美。。传统，文化都很特别。。恨不得马上可以长大，然后可以移民去那儿。。(外国的月亮比较圆嘛。。)
也许是因为某些外界的影响，慢慢地，觉得亚洲国家也很不错，也很美丽。。
渐渐的，在我日记本里，我开始用华文来表达自己。。
毕竟是华人，也来自亚洲，应该以土为荣。
世界，就是那么美丽。 不管是西方国家也好，亚洲国家也好。。这世界本来就是个美丽的奇迹。。
就因为有神，所以有奇迹。。有你有我。。。
刚才在回家路上想了一些东西。。
走路时，我总是喜欢往地上看。不知为什么。。也许是希望看见自己的脚真的在脚踏“石”地吧。
我时不时喜欢在人群中突然停下脚步。。也许是想试探自己的存在吧。
我喜欢望窗外，看着人群走过。。
也喜欢在路旁思想。。尽管眼前的路人川流不息，我依然沉静在自己的世界里。
也许停下来想想东西，观察人群，看看雨滴掉落在路面上。。也会有意外的收获吧！
有些人为了生存而忙碌，
有些人为了生活而忙碌。。
生存跟生活有不同吗？
生存是为了survive 吧。。
而生活。。。hmmm..也许有的人因为怕闲着而忙碌吧。。所以变成了一种生活方式。
有的也许是为了逃避某种事情而投入于忙碌，为了忙碌而忙碌。。
你是哪一种呢？
有的人在忙碌中找到了生存的意义，
有的在忙碌前已找到了。。
你找到了吗？
就让外面的雨，洗掉你今天的失望与疲累。。
睡个大觉，好好地放松心情吧！
我去睡了！
Caution: You need chinese software to read this blog.
Downloadable: http://download.com.com/3120-20-0.html?qt=NJStar+communicator&tg=dl-2001
好久好久没在这写下心情，写下片片思意。
不知是什么时候开始，我发现自己没那么西方化了。。
小时候，总是觉得西方国家很美。。传统，文化都很特别。。恨不得马上可以长大，然后可以移民去那儿。。(外国的月亮比较圆嘛。。)
也许是因为某些外界的影响，慢慢地，觉得亚洲国家也很不错，也很美丽。。
渐渐的，在我日记本里，我开始用华文来表达自己。。
毕竟是华人，也来自亚洲，应该以土为荣。
世界，就是那么美丽。 不管是西方国家也好，亚洲国家也好。。这世界本来就是个美丽的奇迹。。
就因为有神，所以有奇迹。。有你有我。。。
刚才在回家路上想了一些东西。。
走路时，我总是喜欢往地上看。不知为什么。。也许是希望看见自己的脚真的在脚踏“石”地吧。
我时不时喜欢在人群中突然停下脚步。。也许是想试探自己的存在吧。
我喜欢望窗外，看着人群走过。。
也喜欢在路旁思想。。尽管眼前的路人川流不息，我依然沉静在自己的世界里。
也许停下来想想东西，观察人群，看看雨滴掉落在路面上。。也会有意外的收获吧！
有些人为了生存而忙碌，
有些人为了生活而忙碌。。
生存跟生活有不同吗？
生存是为了survive 吧。。
而生活。。。hmmm..也许有的人因为怕闲着而忙碌吧。。所以变成了一种生活方式。
有的也许是为了逃避某种事情而投入于忙碌，为了忙碌而忙碌。。
你是哪一种呢？
有的人在忙碌中找到了生存的意义，
有的在忙碌前已找到了。。
你找到了吗？
就让外面的雨，洗掉你今天的失望与疲累。。
睡个大觉，好好地放松心情吧！
我去睡了！
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