...continue

before i go.. i just felt like worshipping God a little while..

Into Your hand
I commit again
With all I am, for You Lord
You hold my world
In the plam of Your hand
And I am Yours, Forever...

Jesus, I believe in You
Jesus, I belong to You
You're the reason that i live
The reason that i sing
With all I am

I'll walk withYou
Wherever You go
Through tears and joy
I'll trust inYou
And i will live in all of your ways
And Your promises, Forever..

I will worship,
I will worship You...

Snow flaks

Lord, You are the fragments of my soul,

the Spirit of my breath, and the fabrics of my heart.

who compares to You? Who set the stars in their place?

"Thus the heavens and the earth, and all the host of them, were finished. And on the seventh day God ended His work which He had done, and he rested on the seventh day from all his work which He had done." Genesis 2:1-2

And yes, God had made sure that the tiniest details such as snow flaks was taken care of before He rested... How about you, big friend?

-cooling night-

Im back to blog.. (by popular demand) lol

Ok.. first of all, a bonkers thing i just did a few minutes ago..
I just had my medicine.. then i was trying to tighten the cap back to the medicine bottle..
I think i screwed for about half a minute, with my eyes fixed on the monitor screen, and was wondering how come i couldnt tighten the cap to its bottle? Then i realised that i was using the mineral water bottle cap (which is bigger) to tighten my medicine bottle.

Lesson learnt:
1) Dont give a person what he/she cannot handle. The person would either be over-dressed or under-dressed with stress. Both, cannot maximized to its full potential. >> The mineral bottle cannot fit with the medicine bottle cap. The contents leaks... vv (vice versa)
2) Manage your expectation! Dont try to fit your expectations on others. You will hurt others as well as yourself. >> you can never expect the mineral bottle cap to fit into the medicine bottle.. vv
3) Capacity matters. Bigger bottle, bigger cap. Smaller bottle, smaller cap.
4) Everyone has different calling. Bottles serve the same purpose (to hold liquid) difference is in the content, thats all. So, what makes you think that yours is bigger than mine? Its the substance that you are holding and for what PURPOSE that really matters.

So whats in you today? Medicine to bring healings? Water to quench thirst? Salt to add flavour? Sweetness to add joy? Glucose to add energy? Fire to add a spark? Or just an empty bottle, waiting to be filled? Well, Jesus can do it for you... =)

Ok.. but this is not what i have planned to blog today.. hmm.. its almost 2 in the morning and i have yet started my main point! haha..

*beep beep..
24th Aug 2004, 23:00...
"Latest news.. Sniper attacked by a battalion during a mission... Sniper deployed all round defence but still failed.. - The sniper and mosquito war"

24th Aug 2004,23:05...
Spiderman came to help

Someone is on the field right now feeding mosquitoes. Lets honor him with the month's BBD award (Best Blood donor Award), for working so hard to keep our soil safe to sleep in. hee..

His Majesty has been asked to go back for reservist for a week... guess... its only one week.. but its has been like thousands days.. i havent been seeing him for two days! And i wont be seeing him till Saturday!! AND!today, i didnt even get to hear his voice.. lousy...

i wanted to write a story.. Hmm.. but i think its too late to continue to blog now.. 02:34 le!! if i still dont sleep, i will become >> @_@.

So stay tune ah! my story will be in chinese. Zai Jian!

(Im still trying to figure out how to use the "HELLO" to upload pictures.. its sooo unfriendly.. humph )

This post is dated at 23rd June 2004. It was the missing page from this blog.

***
I had a dream.

I was changing in my room and suddenly I realised that i did not close my windows. (So i was exposed!) I quickly went over and see if anyone was in sight.. I saw my neighbour (Someone whom i did not seen before in my life) was in his house looking straight in my room. He was also looking around as if like looking for something. He began to walk out of his house and come towards me. I got petrified! I tried to close the window silently so that he would not notice me, but he came to fast. I couldnt shut the window on time, so i hid beside the window. I thought he is here to peep at me, but he's not. He actually came and close my windows for me and protected me.

The dream ends.

My Interpretation:
The neighbour is God. I felt this was a modern day 'Garden of Eden' dream. I was a sinner, i was naked and was exposed to be devoured. But Jesus came and covers me. He clothe me with His righteousness and forgave me from all my sins. And now, I AM HEALED.

"But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, and by His stripes we are healed. All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned, every one, to his own way; and the lord has laid on him the iniquity of us all." - Isa 53:5-6

***
I'm drowned in the depth of the sea, lost in the ocean of your love.
Let me imprint my love on the shore as a remembrance of me and You,
Because i have You.

Saved and safe.