Look at me, I will never pass for a perfect bride or a perfect daughter.
Can it be, Im not meant to play this part?

Who is that girl I see, staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I dont know?
Somehow I cannot hide who I am, though Ive tried..
When will my reflection shows, who I am inside?
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I hate to be financially bound. And why should i be financially bound?
I want to go Israel.

Its been a long time since i blog! Woo.. my tagboard must have been 'confiscated' by the provider for low usage. haha. Oh well... who needs a tagboard anyway... but i think i still need one. hee.

Hmmm... need to do a revamp in my blog. Some of the pics are lost.. dunno which spider ate them up...
well.. this can wait. lets see how....

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可可今天的心情很不好。
这几天的情绪时上时下，自己也不知道为什么。
好讨厌现在的自己，好想飞到远远的，把自己藏起来，疏远人群。
对于自己的无能，自己的无力，可可对自己好失望。
千千万万个“早知道”，“如果”出现在眼前，把她的心情压抑得好辛苦。
恩祺的付出，使得她觉得自己好没用。
她，能给他些什么？除了负担，还是负担。。
他，会后悔吗？
如果。。现在后悔还来得及吗？
突然间。。可可想退缩。。
可以吗？这是她想要得结局吗？
她会带给他幸福吗？
她会是上帝乘他睡着时，从他身上拿出来的肋骨，来完全他的人吗？

爱一个人，真的需要勇气。。